Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Okay, everything have to stop. I have to decide.. seriously. I know what i want, but this isn't going well. I'm puzzled. I'm scared.
Thursday, June 2, 2011
My single life just started. I hope i'll never be attatched again.
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Everything ended in a flash. Hoping that the future would be better. And telling myself, never to fall in love again. Its too early to call it love, and i should study hard instead. Buck up Jing Ting. Move on..
Friday, April 8, 2011
I'm feeling so upset right now.. Why cant you understand.. I hasnt got my pay.. What you want me to do? The truth is, i cant do anything.. And you're not helping, by not understanding. After the fun, you come back, giving me attitude. I really really don't know what i did wrongly... I feel so disappointed. I waited with hope everyday, waiting for my phone to beep at least once a day, just to make sure you're fine. When i actually finish choosing the clothes for that day, you suddenly pick up a fight, and said that you need more love and care, and all this was just puppy love? Why everytime i pick up the courage to move near you a step, but you try to push me away.. After that you say that i'm not trying hard enough.. But you weren't there when i need you.. You aren't there to tell me what you want.. You always needed more than what i am able to give you, you never never thought of my feelings.. Because of going out with you, i tried to save up.. Finally the day is arriving in a few hours time, you started giving attitude. Maybe you don't even feel like going out, maybe you already found someone elses while you're n the camp. That's why this is happening.. I cannot believe it. To think that now we're going to different schools, you can treat me this way? I'm wounded right now. No calls seem to be picking up, the world seem to be sleeping, leaving me, alone crying silently..
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
working should be enjoyable, but for now, it seem to be a torture.. cause she dont understand how i feel to be treated the way by her, when i talk, she wont bother listening, i address her she wont bother answering.. hais. i am tired..
Friday, January 21, 2011
Why.. why is this happening..yesterday it was alright..everything was fine.. And today, everything changed.. because of my siblings.. and he went out of the house.. i dont know where he went.. but i hope he will come home soon.. everyone is pointing fingers at him, saying is his fault.. and bro was so rebelious.. talking back.. and saying something which really hurts me.. but i love this man.. and i know he loves us.. but it's just that he dont know how to show it.. it's really hard.. but i'm struggling to hold on.. i really dont understand why.. and i dont understand why no one understands me.. it's like you're holding onto a knife, poking it hard through my heart, despite the fact that i am screaming in pain, but you know you have to carry on hurting me, cause that way you will feel better.. you guys dont understand.. if you truly understand a human being, and you will understand how i feel now, and how each and everyone of us feel when you know that person is not at fault.. what can i do now..? i've got no mood for tomorrow already..
Papa, dont stay out too late..
imissyou, i miss the times when all of us were together.. miss the time you hugged me..
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Miserable now.. Maybe i should just get on with it, and let my tears flow.. One fine day, i will be fine. Please dont tell me it's okay, you dont know how much i want to enter SP. If you wanna tell me it's okay, then dont say anything is the best, and get out of my blog now.
` TING♥
A simple girl with simple wish ♥
` Jing Ting
` Sweet 15
` Borned on 28 June 1994
` Naval Base Secondary School
ME ♥
LOVES! ♥
` GUITAR! ` CHOCOLATES! ` STARS! ` PEOPLE THAT LOVES ME!
HATES!
` BETRAYERS! ` BACKSTABBERS! ` LIARS! ` HYPOCRITES! 
