TING

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

It turn out to be my fault..actually, i didn't even get the chance to explain what i was thinking. Never mind, blame myself for being nosey, to ask others not to do this or that. maybe the previous time, i should already shut up. Just let it. No matter what, it's always my fault.. Whether is it fighting, argueing, always me. They'll never ask why, but only find out the reason that leads to it. Maybe i should have just mind my own business from today, like what i did last time. Let it be, as time passes, i will be happier. I dont even have the energy to talk, and worst, i broke down in public..Maybe many eyes were on me, but sadly, i couldn't hold them back. Maybe i still haven know how to protect myself fully, i should learn, really learn. Learn how to not be easily hurt, learn to not throw tantrum, learn not to poke into people's business, and learn to manage things on my own. Maybe i'm wrong to share my thoughts and feelings to others, they're mine right? So i have the choice. Maybe now, people are talking bad bout me, but maybe now, i dont care anymore. It's my life, it's my choice, maybe i'll hide and cry out loud, but i'll make sure no one knows. Maybe i don't need anyone to be there for me, cause i know there's none. I'll be me, i'll find me, let's hope tomorrow, Jing Ting would changed, and be someone new, someone that no one have seen before, and starts all over again from making friends.

Ting♥ @ 6/29/2010 06:16:00 PM