You know, people change, problems arose, stress level higher, and everything starts to become worst.. I believe thats life. But i dont understand why god created us to give us everything, but not happiness. I'm tired of the truth, and fearful of the false, given up on my hopes, and streaming down my tears. I dont know what the hell i'm doing, but i know i have to. Friends, they come and go, hard to find someone true. They say one thing, and do the opposite of their words. They find you, only when they need you. Reality, to cruel for humans. No money no talk. Not graduate no job. Whats all this? If your rich, you can voice out your feelings, if your lower than average, you just got to shut up. School, rsults results and results. Study study and study. It's important, yes, but why is our way of life so dead? Baby, drink milk, learn to talk, walk, the basics. Youth, study, school, eat, shit, sleep. Adults, work and work and work. This, is our way of life. Fustrating isn't it? Home, not cosy anymore. Whenever returned, it's either quiet, or the voice of nags. I had enough really. Grandpa nowadays weird, doing something that's not what he usually do. Wake us up in the middle of the night, and want to talk to us, or ask us do some weird stuff. I dont even have the mood to study at all. Everyone at home is insane, no matter what they do and talk. Life is awful. Hate it really. And sometimes when you did nothing, people just wanna provoke you for some retarded reasons. Whenever angry, jthey will vent their anger on us. FOR WHAT?! Why dont we all just shut ourself up and live our own life? Why must we all be so miserable? And, nothing is true, whether is said that family is always the one supporting you, or friends are there for you when you're down, all these are crap. Don't let people decides for you, you are what you are. Dont have to bother what people says, just do what is right.
Labels: If the house can be quiet for just one hour, i'd jump for joy for the rest of my life.
` PASS MY O'LEVELS WITH FLYING COLOURS!
` Camera
` Jacket!
` Long hair
` IPOD
` More non-friction storybooks
` New wallet!
` Crumpler bag!
` New urban bag( I have not forgotten)
` Save money[=
` Twenties girl ( A smaller version )
` Shopping!
` Thailand trip[=[=
` Clothes!
` Shorts!!
` Be myself[=
` New shoeS
` Slipper!
` New specs!
` Wireless mouse
` Outings with friends!
` Finish watching all my cds!
` Shincan comics!!!
` A cupboard or cute box for books.