Sometimes, i feel hurt. I feel that i'm trying hard, but you're not. Maybe you've take me for granted. Maybe i've changed, or maybe is you. But i hope the change is for the better.. Sometimes i feel loneliness in me, and sometimes i think that everything would end in split seconds. Sometimes, i dont know what i am holding on to, but definately, is you. Sometimes, i just needed your understanding, but, always ended up with misunderstanding. People asked me why i dont like to clear the misunderstanding, but, i dont see the reason why, if no one were to listen to you. But, when i really tells you the truth, would you accept, or would you doubt me? I tried to tell you many times, but ended up being accused. Sometimes if i were to keep mum bout some incident, then my heart would be crying inside me, i would hate to let myself cry.. cause i dont want to be someone that's weak. But whenever i wanna be strong, you would fail me. And i believe, there's something that's more important than me, to you. Maybe i still have to work harder, to really win you over. Or maybe, i haven started, but the war had already ended.
` PASS MY O'LEVELS WITH FLYING COLOURS!
` Camera
` Jacket!
` Long hair
` IPOD
` More non-friction storybooks
` New wallet!
` Crumpler bag!
` New urban bag( I have not forgotten)
` Save money[=
` Twenties girl ( A smaller version )
` Shopping!
` Thailand trip[=[=
` Clothes!
` Shorts!!
` Be myself[=
` New shoeS
` Slipper!
` New specs!
` Wireless mouse
` Outings with friends!
` Finish watching all my cds!
` Shincan comics!!!
` A cupboard or cute box for books.