Selfish people, who actually only think of themselves..Sometimes, it is really hurting me deep inside me..But i dont know how to express it..What would you do if your loved ones lied to you..? Wouldn't you feel sad..? Ha. Speechless.. Night life, will never be suitable for me. Never. I can't believe my eyes.. A guy, slapping a girl behind the shops..Something might have happened..Vulgarities splurting all around..The girl keep crying..Oh no..can't forget that scene..
Betrayal..far too much for me to take it. When it happens to other people, you would think that oh, just betrayal, apologise, and everything would be fine..But when it happens to you, you would know that things aren't that simple actually..Especially seeing in happening infront of you, which you can't choose not to believe it anymore, and which your tears seem frozen, and your body seem numb. Standing there like a tree, with legs rooted onto the ground tightly..Asking god, why is this happening to me..But, you know that there won't be an answer..
Lies..too many lies..Because there is trust..thats why lies came about..To cover up things, people choose to lie, but behind every lies, there is trust..But because of trust..betrayal comes in.. Human's heart, easy to see, hard to read. You can never know what others are thinking..Thats why..the most trustwordy person, is you, is me myself.. Cause if you never tell, people never know..Thats why..Dont judge by appearance, cause inside it, there are many different stories..
Happiness..When is mine arriving? My love arrived..But my happiness seem far for me to grab. Everytime, walking on the streets, see many happy families. There might be stories behind them, but at least, from one look, people envy them.. Because of the smile on their faces. But for me..it will never be. Because to me, there is no IF. When i see daddy patting their children on their head, i would ask myself, where's mine? When i see mummy driving their children to and back from school, i would asked myself, why hasn't mummy come for me yet? When i see families taking photos together, i would tear.. And i would ask myself, why is it that i dont even hold one inside me at all.. When i went out with my friends, outings, shopping, the fortunate little kiddos would get what they wanted, but for me, i have to save up for what i craved. When i am sick, i wont tell, because no point telling when you cant get to the doctor. Thats why..There's a question i always asked myself, WHY.

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