Happy new year... it's a new year, but i am unhappy.. i dont know why, but i feel so sad.. mood swings? I dont know. I just wanna find someone, and trash everything out... work today, damm tiring, gotta clean the place. Home was flooded because of the stupid fish tank. Sian... Worst, results coming in a few days time.. Sometimes, i really dont feel like living.. You dont know how i feel, then dont provoke me... it's so simple, yet no one understands.. Forget it. Keep fighting, also no ending. Maybe i should not bother.. Just let it be.. Things aren't that perfect at the start of 2011 for me, hope that it would get better. Maybe i should just lie on the bed, and let my tears flow, and i know, tomorrow would be a better day for me.. Praying hard..
` PASS MY O'LEVELS WITH FLYING COLOURS!
` Camera
` Jacket!
` Long hair
` IPOD
` More non-friction storybooks
` New wallet!
` Crumpler bag!
` New urban bag( I have not forgotten)
` Save money[=
` Twenties girl ( A smaller version )
` Shopping!
` Thailand trip[=[=
` Clothes!
` Shorts!!
` Be myself[=
` New shoeS
` Slipper!
` New specs!
` Wireless mouse
` Outings with friends!
` Finish watching all my cds!
` Shincan comics!!!
` A cupboard or cute box for books.