Why.. why is this happening..yesterday it was alright..everything was fine.. And today, everything changed.. because of my siblings.. and he went out of the house.. i dont know where he went.. but i hope he will come home soon.. everyone is pointing fingers at him, saying is his fault.. and bro was so rebelious.. talking back.. and saying something which really hurts me.. but i love this man.. and i know he loves us.. but it's just that he dont know how to show it.. it's really hard.. but i'm struggling to hold on.. i really dont understand why.. and i dont understand why no one understands me.. it's like you're holding onto a knife, poking it hard through my heart, despite the fact that i am screaming in pain, but you know you have to carry on hurting me, cause that way you will feel better.. you guys dont understand.. if you truly understand a human being, and you will understand how i feel now, and how each and everyone of us feel when you know that person is not at fault.. what can i do now..? i've got no mood for tomorrow already..
Papa, dont stay out too late..

imissyou, i miss the times when all of us were together.. miss the time you hugged me..