TING

Friday, April 8, 2011

I'm feeling so upset right now.. Why cant you understand.. I hasnt got my pay.. What you want me to do? The truth is, i cant do anything.. And you're not helping, by not understanding. After the fun, you come back, giving me attitude. I really really don't know what i did wrongly... I feel so disappointed. I waited with hope everyday, waiting for my phone to beep at least once a day, just to make sure you're fine. When i actually finish choosing the clothes for that day, you suddenly pick up a fight, and said that you need more love and care, and all this was just puppy love? Why everytime i pick up the courage to move near you a step, but you try to push me away.. After that you say that i'm not trying hard enough.. But you weren't there when i need you.. You aren't there to tell me what you want.. You always needed more than what i am able to give you, you never never thought of my feelings.. Because of going out with you, i tried to save up.. Finally the day is arriving in a few hours time, you started giving attitude. Maybe you don't even feel like going out, maybe you already found someone elses while you're n the camp. That's why this is happening.. I cannot believe it. To think that now we're going to different schools, you can treat me this way? I'm wounded right now. No calls seem to be picking up, the world seem to be sleeping, leaving me, alone crying silently..

Ting♥ @ 4/08/2011 02:43:00 AM