You Will Never Know..

2011-06-15T18:06:00.002+08:00

Okay, everything have to stop. I have to decide.. seriously. I know what i want, but this isn't going well. I'm puzzled. I'm scared.

2011-06-02T17:01:00.002+08:00

My single life just started. I hope i'll never be attatched again.

2011-05-25T00:08:00.001+08:00

Everything ended in a flash. Hoping that the future would be better. And telling myself, never to fall in love again. Its too early to call it love, and i should study hard instead. Buck up Jing Ting. Move on..

2011-04-08T02:43:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling so upset right now.. Why cant you understand.. I hasnt got my pay.. What you want me to do? The truth is, i cant do anything.. And you're not helping, by not understanding. After the fun, you come back, giving me attitude. I really really don't know what i did wrongly... I feel so disappointed. I waited with hope everyday, waiting for my phone to beep at least once a day, just to make sure you're fine. When i actually finish choosing the clothes for that day, you suddenly pick up a fight, and said that you need more love and care, and all this was just puppy love? Why everytime i pick up the courage to move near you a step, but you try to push me away.. After that you say that i'm not trying hard enough.. But you weren't there when i need you.. You aren't there to tell me what you want.. You always needed more than what i am able to give you, you never never thought of my feelings.. Because of going out with you, i tried to save up.. Finally the day is arriving in a few hours time, you started giving attitude. Maybe you don't even feel like going out, maybe you already found someone elses while you're n the camp. That's why this is happening.. I cannot believe it. To think that now we're going to different schools, you can treat me this way? I'm wounded right now. No calls seem to be picking up, the world seem to be sleeping, leaving me, alone crying silently..

2011-03-22T11:31:00.002+08:00

working should be enjoyable, but for now, it seem to be a torture.. cause she dont understand how i feel to be treated the way by her, when i talk, she wont bother listening, i address her she wont bother answering.. hais. i am tired..

2011-01-21T23:46:00.002+08:00

Why.. why is this happening..yesterday it was alright..everything was fine.. And today, everything changed.. because of my siblings.. and he went out of the house.. i dont know where he went.. but i hope he will come home soon.. everyone is pointing fingers at him, saying is his fault.. and bro was so rebelious.. talking back.. and saying something which really hurts me.. but i love this man.. and i know he loves us.. but it's just that he dont know how to show it.. it's really hard.. but i'm struggling to hold on.. i really dont understand why.. and i dont understand why no one understands me.. it's like you're holding onto a knife, poking it hard through my heart, despite the fact that i am screaming in pain, but you know you have to carry on hurting me, cause that way you will feel better.. you guys dont understand.. if you truly understand a human being, and you will understand how i feel now, and how each and everyone of us feel when you know that person is not at fault.. what can i do now..? i've got no mood for tomorrow already..
Papa, dont stay out too late..

imissyou, i miss the times when all of us were together.. miss the time you hugged me..

2011-01-13T23:01:00.002+08:00

Miserable now.. Maybe i should just get on with it, and let my tears flow.. One fine day, i will be fine. Please dont tell me it's okay, you dont know how much i want to enter SP. If you wanna tell me it's okay, then dont say anything is the best, and get out of my blog now.

2011-01-03T21:35:00.003+08:00

In the past, when i look into your eyes, it tells me that you love me. Now, when i look in to your eyes, it tells me that you're lost, low confidence, and had little faith in me.

2011-01-03T18:44:00.002+08:00

Happy new year... it's a new year, but i am unhappy.. i dont know why, but i feel so sad.. mood swings? I dont know. I just wanna find someone, and trash everything out... work today, damm tiring, gotta clean the place. Home was flooded because of the stupid fish tank. Sian... Worst, results coming in a few days time.. Sometimes, i really dont feel like living.. You dont know how i feel, then dont provoke me... it's so simple, yet no one understands.. Forget it. Keep fighting, also no ending. Maybe i should not bother.. Just let it be.. Things aren't that perfect at the start of 2011 for me, hope that it would get better. Maybe i should just lie on the bed, and let my tears flow, and i know, tomorrow would be a better day for me.. Praying hard..

2010-12-01T19:55:00.003+08:00

I dont understand why..i freaking dont understand why is this happening.. why am i so damm different? WTH. I dont know how to write this post, so that i can just pour everything out of my mind.. but i dont seem to know where to start.. During work, just by looking at the name list of the parents, i envy the kids.. they have a wonderful family, and are smiling and joking with their family members whenever they come to classes.. I hate this kind of feelings.. Home should be a place, whereby children would love to dash back to, no matter where they are.. but not me. Whenever i know that i'm going home, i would feel a lump in my throat. I do feel like talking to someone bout it..but i dont know how to put it, or where to start. Everyone seem to have their own problems too, so why do they have to listen to mine? I feel so lost.. Somehow i am tired of living.. I dont know why i am living too.. Whenever i forsee my future, i always cannot see the other end, cause it's too blurry.. I feel so damm lost.. Even my tears wouldn't support me.. cause they cant even get out of my eyes. I dont know what i should do.. I just keep on working and working, because i want to get things off my mind. Whenever i think of my problems, i feel sick.. Just by working, i kill time, and my mind is also occupied. Even when i'm having headaches, i force myself to work, and i work even harder.. I dont wanna let my mind relax, cause i know the problems will come flooding into my head again.. I freaking hate this.. It had been better the last time, but now, it became worst.. God..please tell me that you created me, is not because you wanna destroy me.. you created me, is not because you want me to be unhappy.. you created me, is not because you want me to cry.. I lost to people in every single way.. that is why i am different.. and that is why i hate it.. I hate it is not because i lost to other people in all these problems.. but is because, i work and tried so hard to bring it back to what t suppose to be, but ended up being disappointed again.. i'm tired.. really tired.. Please, guide me.. God, i am praying, can you hear me?

2010-10-13T23:41:00.002+08:00

It's sad to see the sight of you walking away, but i know, that i'll have to be strong. If somedays you were to leave, please let me know, i dont want to be unprepared.

2010-09-23T21:57:00.002+08:00

My dear girl, i give up! Good luck! After 0000 hrs, my memories of you will be reformat-ed. Birthday, house tee, cca, phone, wrong class.......
Seriously, i should not put in too much sometimes. Bye =D

2010-09-14T22:55:00.000+08:00

HYPOCRITE.

2010-09-13T23:28:00.000+08:00

DISGUSTED.

2010-09-12T01:10:00.002+08:00

Selfish people, who actually only think of themselves..Sometimes, it is really hurting me deep inside me..But i dont know how to express it..What would you do if your loved ones lied to you..? Wouldn't you feel sad..? Ha. Speechless.. Night life, will never be suitable for me. Never. I can't believe my eyes.. A guy, slapping a girl behind the shops..Something might have happened..Vulgarities splurting all around..The girl keep crying..Oh no..can't forget that scene..
Betrayal..far too much for me to take it. When it happens to other people, you would think that oh, just betrayal, apologise, and everything would be fine..But when it happens to you, you would know that things aren't that simple actually..Especially seeing in happening infront of you, which you can't choose not to believe it anymore, and which your tears seem frozen, and your body seem numb. Standing there like a tree, with legs rooted onto the ground tightly..Asking god, why is this happening to me..But, you know that there won't be an answer..
Lies..too many lies..Because there is trust..thats why lies came about..To cover up things, people choose to lie, but behind every lies, there is trust..But because of trust..betrayal comes in.. Human's heart, easy to see, hard to read. You can never know what others are thinking..Thats why..the most trustwordy person, is you, is me myself.. Cause if you never tell, people never know..Thats why..Dont judge by appearance, cause inside it, there are many different stories..
Happiness..When is mine arriving? My love arrived..But my happiness seem far for me to grab. Everytime, walking on the streets, see many happy families. There might be stories behind them, but at least, from one look, people envy them.. Because of the smile on their faces. But for me..it will never be. Because to me, there is no IF. When i see daddy patting their children on their head, i would ask myself, where's mine? When i see mummy driving their children to and back from school, i would asked myself, why hasn't mummy come for me yet? When i see families taking photos together, i would tear.. And i would ask myself, why is it that i dont even hold one inside me at all.. When i went out with my friends, outings, shopping, the fortunate little kiddos would get what they wanted, but for me, i have to save up for what i craved. When i am sick, i wont tell, because no point telling when you cant get to the doctor. Thats why..There's a question i always asked myself, WHY.

Labels: I want a happy family..

2010-08-26T17:51:00.002+08:00

Actually, i feel like leaving secondary school quick even though i know that i'll miss it. But it seem to be a torture for me. I felt as though i am not living for myself, but others. Maybe i'm right, and maybe i'm wrong. My mood seem random, and i think me myself seem weird. I can feel happy, but at the same time sad. I know i'm not good enough, but for some god knows why reason, i'm not doing anything about it still. I can make people laugh by crapping jokes around, but when i'm alone, i know i'm crying inside me. I feel so lost suddenly. I know i'm not myself these days. Maybe is the people around me, or maybe i am creating trouble for myself. Sometimes, i wished that i have someone by my side, guiding me though the darkest path of my life, sometimes i wished that i have someone there to listen to what i have to say, sometimes i wished that i have someone there, to wipe away my tears. But there seem no one there for me. I always told myself to never cry infront of others, cause i hate to look weak in other people's eye, but i always failed to hold back my tears. Anything could affect me, ANYTHING. Is just that whether i take that incident seriously, or i just close one eye. Sometimes not wanting to bother about the incident, but that incident came bothering me instead. I can't be trouble-free for some reason, and worst, it's my O'levels year. Is this some challenges that i have to handle? But this is far too much for me.. I am just a helpless little girl, with a pairs of hands and legs, and a brain like everyone did, but why i seem to be so different...

Labels: Lost.. I'm truly lost.

2010-07-27T23:24:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, i feel hurt. I feel that i'm trying hard, but you're not. Maybe you've take me for granted. Maybe i've changed, or maybe is you. But i hope the change is for the better.. Sometimes i feel loneliness in me, and sometimes i think that everything would end in split seconds. Sometimes, i dont know what i am holding on to, but definately, is you. Sometimes, i just needed your understanding, but, always ended up with misunderstanding. People asked me why i dont like to clear the misunderstanding, but, i dont see the reason why, if no one were to listen to you. But, when i really tells you the truth, would you accept, or would you doubt me? I tried to tell you many times, but ended up being accused. Sometimes if i were to keep mum bout some incident, then my heart would be crying inside me, i would hate to let myself cry.. cause i dont want to be someone that's weak. But whenever i wanna be strong, you would fail me. And i believe, there's something that's more important than me, to you. Maybe i still have to work harder, to really win you over. Or maybe, i haven started, but the war had already ended.

Well..after saying out, i feel better..

2010-06-30T17:30:00.002+08:00

Pissed. School was hell today, boring and dead. Didn't feel like talking today. I need to sort my feelings properly.. hoping that this kind of childish things wont ever happen again. I've gotta grow up. Things weren't as easy as it is. Cause i totally feel numb. I don't feel happy, i don't feel sad. It's just an empty feeling inside me, with a little pain. But that's what makes human beings grow. You might think that you're hurt, but maybe i'm double of you. Why only bothers about your own feelings? Chinese saying, " Ren bu wei ji, tian zhu di mie." It's totally true. One would always think of themselves first, before others. Thats not wrong, but, someone told me to stand in others' shoe, but no one is standing in my shoe. Just pin point me, should do this, should not do that. There's always reasons behind an action. But to me, if you are not disciplining yourself, then maybe you should not say things that are harsh to others. Lastly, if i am not refering to you, and you yourself jump to conclusion and make a fuss, i want you to apologise.

2010-06-29T18:16:00.003+08:00

It turn out to be my fault..actually, i didn't even get the chance to explain what i was thinking. Never mind, blame myself for being nosey, to ask others not to do this or that. maybe the previous time, i should already shut up. Just let it. No matter what, it's always my fault.. Whether is it fighting, argueing, always me. They'll never ask why, but only find out the reason that leads to it. Maybe i should have just mind my own business from today, like what i did last time. Let it be, as time passes, i will be happier. I dont even have the energy to talk, and worst, i broke down in public..Maybe many eyes were on me, but sadly, i couldn't hold them back. Maybe i still haven know how to protect myself fully, i should learn, really learn. Learn how to not be easily hurt, learn to not throw tantrum, learn not to poke into people's business, and learn to manage things on my own. Maybe i'm wrong to share my thoughts and feelings to others, they're mine right? So i have the choice. Maybe now, people are talking bad bout me, but maybe now, i dont care anymore. It's my life, it's my choice, maybe i'll hide and cry out loud, but i'll make sure no one knows. Maybe i don't need anyone to be there for me, cause i know there's none. I'll be me, i'll find me, let's hope tomorrow, Jing Ting would changed, and be someone new, someone that no one have seen before, and starts all over again from making friends.

2010-06-19T23:25:00.002+08:00

Feeling irritated.. I think that you find me, just when others are not free. And because of that person, you can dont bother about how others feel. I think its very unfair. Why do i always have to endure all this crap? I'm not your lackey, i can dont bother about you too.. I dont know why i care anyway.. Always that person not happy, you not happy too. Then i did nothing wrong, you would somehow vent your anger at me. Then why you bother to tell me in the first place? Yea..maybe i am the one that you would look for me just when you need someone around. But treat me fairly can? Cant you just share something that belongs purely to me? You're afraid to hurt that person, but you are never afraid of me feeling sad. I have feelings too. How i wish that i wasnt that sensitive, or is it you?

Labels: What if i was deaf and mute, would you even bother?

2010-06-05T11:55:00.002+08:00

You know, people change, problems arose, stress level higher, and everything starts to become worst.. I believe thats life. But i dont understand why god created us to give us everything, but not happiness. I'm tired of the truth, and fearful of the false, given up on my hopes, and streaming down my tears. I dont know what the hell i'm doing, but i know i have to. Friends, they come and go, hard to find someone true. They say one thing, and do the opposite of their words. They find you, only when they need you. Reality, to cruel for humans. No money no talk. Not graduate no job. Whats all this? If your rich, you can voice out your feelings, if your lower than average, you just got to shut up. School, rsults results and results. Study study and study. It's important, yes, but why is our way of life so dead? Baby, drink milk, learn to talk, walk, the basics. Youth, study, school, eat, shit, sleep. Adults, work and work and work. This, is our way of life. Fustrating isn't it? Home, not cosy anymore. Whenever returned, it's either quiet, or the voice of nags. I had enough really. Grandpa nowadays weird, doing something that's not what he usually do. Wake us up in the middle of the night, and want to talk to us, or ask us do some weird stuff. I dont even have the mood to study at all. Everyone at home is insane, no matter what they do and talk. Life is awful. Hate it really. And sometimes when you did nothing, people just wanna provoke you for some retarded reasons. Whenever angry, jthey will vent their anger on us. FOR WHAT?! Why dont we all just shut ourself up and live our own life? Why must we all be so miserable? And, nothing is true, whether is said that family is always the one supporting you, or friends are there for you when you're down, all these are crap. Don't let people decides for you, you are what you are. Dont have to bother what people says, just do what is right.

Labels: If the house can be quiet for just one hour, i'd jump for joy for the rest of my life.

2010-05-21T23:52:00.002+08:00

Well, long long time since i post. Hmm..many things happen. BUT! Things happen everyday! We've got to adapt. [= O'levels coming, but i dont seem motivated at all. Sad-ED. Problems, problems and problems.. Lots of them, and i'm tired.. Maybe we shouldn't always keep to one person so closely sometimes, cause you will feel kinda weird when something happens. But at least i've already go pass all those, and, i'm happy! Cause i found someone who could help me in my problems[=[=

Aww aww, i wish now is my holidays! [= Mid year just passed, didn't do very well.. sian. JIAYOU! I want class gathering soon! This time round, i wont miss it[= Looking forward! Haha.

Labels: GROW UP JING TING! [=

2010-03-28T12:50:00.001+08:00

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J0n: Haha[=

Nicole: Of course i still remember you! Haha, okay! [=[= Take care!

Peiyu: Updated [=

2010-03-28T12:29:00.003+08:00

HELLO!
Haha, long time no post. Hmmhmm..O'levels is drawing nearer ALREADY!
Should be worrying already! Ha. Well, steeping down soon for SJAB! I'm so happy! Cause need not have to stay in school till so late then go home.

Well, nowadays, a bit weird. There seem to be people joining in, and people backing out. It's like WOW! I didnt know that it's so fun, and so easy to do that. Get use to it already, it's the same routine everyday isn't it? Haha. RELAX, i'm not angry, or have anyother hard feelings. [= Well, i dont care, it's not my business can. Just be myself.

WOOTS~ I wished that we had already finish O'levels! Cause we can be relaxing for half a year! Hehe. After O's i think i'm gonna be crazy planning outings to enjoy! Opps, i shouldn't be so excited for it yet, otherwise, i'm gonna be lazy and not studying? Hees.

GTG!
Labels: If you guys dont understand, then shut up.

2010-02-10T20:22:00.005+08:00

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GAOMIN: smiles[=

Hwee Yee: I will work hard[= Dont worry! Pei yu too!

Peiyu: Work hard babe![=

J0n:[=[=

Peiqi: Yupp! Thank you! See you real soon![=

Ben: Updated!

P.S. Tags would be replied late.

2010-02-10T19:59:00.003+08:00

Today..particularly today..i feel so alone..the feeling starts, after i step in, to my house..It feels so different, be it the temperature, the feelings, the atmosphere. It was so unreal..Suddenly, i felt so stress up..i know is not because of the tests tomorrow..I really hope that it's because of tiredness, and nothing else. The days i had now, is so different from the days i had 12 years ago. I feel the love, the tender care of my loved ones. But it seem like i just woke up from a dream, and the nightmare became real, and charged towards me. I feel so alone.. The moment, where everyone smiled and joke, was past..the present, i felt horrid..so what about the future? My future? So what if my dream is waiting for me? Without support, i am still nothing. Dont feel sorry for me, dont even comment on this post. Dont tell me that you'll be the one supporting me, it's just a pile of lies, those beautiful, but hurtful white lies. Do white lies really helps? If it doesn't, then dont even bother to. Times are different..people are competitive..Even people around me. I feel so lost suddenly. Just few months ago, we're still so close, just because of a new challenge arise, people changes..Competitve, arrogant, etc. Maybe you dont know, but these things irritates, and it's a lot. People had their own character, but if your character, makes people feel uncomfortable, then change it. Maybe you could make more friends, and be more loveable. New year, new resolutions, new challenges, also new problems. Who knows what will happen tomorrow? I'm tired..i'll just leave everything as it is, and let it sort out itself, hopefully, knots would be untangled, and regain my smile. Please god, i'm begging you.

P.S. This post doesn't refer to any particular one. If you dont feel comfortable, do feel free to speak up.

2010-01-12T19:15:00.002+08:00

Hey! [=
Well, i dont think i can post everyday from now till O levels.
School weeks are very packed, and almost everyday come home late.

Wellwell, had sjab today[= It was fun! Haha. We did PT, running around the school. Damm tired today. Cause we ran 3.2km today in PE lesson. Tiring..Next week also running. I wished that i had already bathed and preparing to sleep now! TIRED!

*sigh* The release of O levels results make me both scared, and envious! The top scorers all that, is like damm pro! Their family would feel so proud of them luhhs!!! Envious~~

Hmm, think thats all for today then! =D
See ya next post!
Bye!

Labels: Silence is the best.

2010-01-09T00:25:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
Quite a few days since i posted.
School reopened, kinda busy with homework! Homework piles up, because i didnt finish my holiday assignment.. Hahaha, bad girl ba? [=

So tired today..the cca orientation, i thought a lot of sec ones, end up a little only lo..The flyers also left a lot..We killed trees! OMG! Haha, i am lame. Well, hope got quite a number of people joining sjab! Hahaha!

Wellwell, think gotta go le ba.
Goodnight!
Bye!

Labels: Just want a bit of your time.

2010-01-03T00:12:00.003+08:00

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J0n: I where got bully you leh! In another words, why you so easy to bully? Haha. Yupp, everthing comes to an end dont they? Just a matter of time. Happy new year =D Take care!

Nameless: Oo. [=

Peiqi: Hahaha, JY damm funny leh..She scream till i so paiseh!! I faster turn and go away lo! Yupp, i wanna go again! Hahaha, dam fun with you guys[=[= You good la, still got long holiday..My nightmare coming soon!

Gaomin: Hahaha[= Right! See you!

2010-01-03T00:01:00.002+08:00

Staying at grandma house today.
Wellwell, i feel so unwell..sad.
Hmm, school reopening soon =D
NEW SCHOOL[=
So happy, but needa start to count down le..
Homework all not done.

Wellwell, nothing stays the same..trust me.
Dont know since when, i trust no one..Different people saying different stories.
And some people, just add on without knowing anything.
It doesnt mean that if i tell things to one person, that person would be my close ones. Maybe people do take things for granted, and do things that are silly? Ha, i dont care. They think of you when they need you, dont they? Well, moral of the story, dont try to believe, cause they're never true, dont say sorry, if you're sorry, so why do things that are sorry?

Labels: Losing faith.

2009-12-28T23:10:00.000+08:00

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J0n: HAHAHA! Thats better[=

2009-12-28T23:02:00.003+08:00

Went to mac to do homework today..Well, actually also did a bit only.
Then talk and talk. Pei yu and amenda didnt come.

After that, they went to play bball.
We were bored, ( Me, kai rou, qq, mel ), wanna play games de.
But dont know what to play.
Then we went over to the playground..

Played blindmice, damm funny.
My butt damm pain, stupid qq keep stay there, i so xin ku!
Then mel and daryl wanna have dinner, accompany them to eat,
and rushed home.

Didnt pei kai rou to station.
Ps! [=
Gotta go.
Goodnight!
Bye!

Labels: My ankle is swollen..

2009-12-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

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J0n: Lols..cute meh? Like shit okay! Hahaha.

2009-12-27T23:37:00.002+08:00

Outing with my friends today.
Well, quite fun[= Had dinner at sumo house after xx, ben and mel ng came.
Then after dinner, they wanna go walkwalk at AMK hub.
Off we go. Then about 15 mins later, we left for station, and go home.

So so tired today..
Cause yesterday night, near 12, gaomin called, and we talked all the way till 5 in the morning.
Broke my record leh! My longest is only 4 hours! Hahaha.
But lucky we got topic to talk.

Gotta sleep early today luhhs.
So tired.
Goodnight!
Bye!

Labels: Is that a hint?

2009-12-26T22:51:00.002+08:00

TAGS REPLIES!!!

Peiyu: Orhh okay.

J0n: Hahaha, you uhh, be more mature then got pople want you le ma! So childish! HAHAHA!

2009-12-26T22:47:00.003+08:00

Went to woodlands with mummy and sis.
Then watched show with uncle!
So funny lo!
Also slept awhile..So tired..

Wellwell, woke, then my aunt meet us for dinner! With her husband[=
She is gonna give birth next week! Haha, the doctor says.
So excited for the little boy to come out!!! =D

Dinner at the restaurant opposite SSC.
So nice! The curry fish head[=
Then went SSC for a walk.

Home sweet home![=
Goodnight!
Bye!

Labels: WOOTS~~

2009-12-26T22:32:00.002+08:00

[ 25 Dec ]
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
HOHOHO.
Well, went to suntec with andrew and cousin.
Haha.
We're also going ice skating on thursday!
Hope it's a success! Yeah!
So fun! Bought present for mummy[=[=

Had swensen! But no ice cream ]=
Cause we were so full!!!
Saw one of my friend there! She wears blue! Hahaha..

Stopping here!
Merry christmas and a happy new year!
[=[=
Goodnight!
Bye!

Labels: Jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the way~~~

2009-12-24T23:25:00.001+08:00

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J0n: Hey! Dont argue with me la..Just admit you're OLD! Hahaha, old enough to get a wife le leh you! Okay[=[= Merry christmas!

2009-12-24T23:20:00.002+08:00

Happy christmas eve[=
Haha. Watched vin and the chipmunks today. A nice show, they're so so cute!!!
Well, meet aunt at vivo today, to see something.
Happy.[=[=[=[=[=[=

Then went to watch movie that is showing at 7.
Then uncle fetch me home[=
THANKS![= Reached home, watched tv, blog.

Today is gonna end in half an hour time[=
Merry christmas everyone!
Goodnight!
Sleep early, cause santa's visiting!
Bye!

Labels: Crystals[=

2009-12-23T23:16:00.002+08:00

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Peiyu: Haa!

J0n: Got gathering meh? For what de? Your 31st birthday ar? HAHAHA!!! I that day not free leh. Got school. Hmm, well, things do happen dont they? I am fine! [=[= Thanks bro then! =D

2009-12-23T23:03:00.004+08:00

HELLO!
Went to school today to help out for the uniform thingy. Well, no pay, but a free mac meal. The uncle give us $100 for lunch. Split, each persn get $5, then value lunch, so one meal[=
So damm busy! All was like chiong-ing towards us, then we were station at the "fitting room" area. So sian. Then they anyhow put the clothes, cant find sizes! So bad uhh! So warm somemore lo..

Hmm, then me and hwee yee went to buy food, dump pei yu in school. I very bad ba? Haha. Then brought food back for them to eat[= Then..SUPRISE! At the same time, also bought cake, to celebrate for pei yu[=

Celebrated outside staff room. So cool, haha[= Then cut cake, ~~pei yu keep starring at me..~~ PS! Hehe. Wellwell, then chatted with senior and junior, then home sweet home[=
Tomorrow gonna get something i really wanted for a long time. I would take real god care of it de!

Goodnight!
Bye!
Hehe.
Labels: FINALLY=D

2009-12-22T23:30:00.001+08:00

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`KAIROU: Sweetheart! Hahaha, i will[=[=

2009-12-22T23:06:00.002+08:00

Cousin came over to eat dinner and tang yuan today.
Felt comfortable with some of my cousin[=
But, today, i have a sudden feeling..I feel that marriage is so scary..

My grandparents, they're not on talking terms..I dont understand why she would treat him so badly..Today, everyone came for dinner next door, but no one asked grandpa to go over to eat..Then mummy cooked maggie for him. We cant get food for him..sadly. I really dont understand. It's love that brings them together, it's love that allows them to make 9 children together. But i dont see love between them..Marriage is so simple isn't it? It's just a piece of paper. You'll never know what's happening behind the closing door. If i got to choose, i wont allow that piece of paper, to restrict my movement, and take away my freedom. I believe, a woman doesn't need a man in order to succeed.

Divorce is so common nowadays, that means, many people would now choose to be single, then to be tied down by their spouse, or partner. In the first place, if you know that the person is not able to walk till the end with you, you shouldn't let it happen. You should let go. Watched a show today, the disc i bought, wife's temptation. I believe in this world, people might take action against others just to get what they wanted.. So, choosing friends is very important. Dont you agree?

The foolish me, always thought that reality is just like dramas. Every love story has it's happy ending. But in reality, it doesn't work that way. Drama had everything planned and work out, but for our own movie, we had to plan and work out ourself. I always thought that every couple is loving, and they share things with each other, until i saw what happen in my family. I'm innocent and ignorant, dont you think so?

Stopping here then.
Gaomin coming back tomorrow. Mi su mi su!
Goodnight!
Bye!

Labels: Love and freedom, what have you chosen?

2009-12-22T00:23:00.001+08:00

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xSmile: Lols! With?

J0n: HAHA! Who want see you, later unlucky =P

Peiyu: [=

2009-12-21T23:32:00.005+08:00

Jiayin came to my house today, to help granny make tang yuan.
Much thoughts came over me after what she told me, and some things also occurs.
I asked her a question today, " What's your ambition?"
She told me she would think about it and tell me somedays..
I do think that what we want, it for us to work out for, and not waiting for it to happen.

Watched the show, 'xin qing da dong yuan' just now.
Thoughts flooded through my head..
I realised that we're actually very lucky to have many friends and loving family members by our side. We've ought to be contented already. But many people are not, that makes the world seem so unfriendly..untouched..

I believe both friends and family are important to us.
But if i could only choose one, i would choose family. Cause i came out from my mum, the difficult and painful memory, was her's, not mine. I was just being pushed out, and allow the world to accept me. Often, when i am alone, i would think of many scenes, what if i dont have parents? What if i am an orphan? Who do love and care for me? I never knew the answer, cause, i was never one.
So, i vowed, when i grow up, i would volunteer to people that needs me, whatever thing that i can help, i'll try my best.

Now, i'm so fustrated..Things happen, and is not one, but many. I dont know why it occurs to me..Maybe is a challenge from the gods? Or maybe my fate is just as it is. I'll never know. He went out, and was always home late. She was so worried for him then, but she kept quiet, supporting him behind his back, but he went his way. The path he took years ago, had disappear, but i'm afraid it would come back again. I'm afraid to witness the tears of her's, i'm afraid to feel the coldness of it, and i'm afraid to be alone. Always, i'm at a corner, hiding. Think when will it ever ends. But i know, it'll soon go away. Always comforting myself, but i know, everything was unreal. Trying to accept, but it always failed. Trying to dry the tears, but it always came down pouring.. Why..

I remembered the days that i've smiled. It was so beautiful..That was the 14 years ago, me. I was surrounded with love and tender care. The present me, seem so different..It was as if i just woke up from a wonderful dream, which everyone would crave for..It was once mine..but why did god took it away? I'm just a little girl, that have simple wish like others. But, it's always me that failed to get what i wanted. For whatever thing i want, i have to get it myself..No matter how much i want it, i know, it's no use. Even if i cried or scream, if i dont work hard for it, i will never ever get it. I use smiles to cover all my tears, i counted minutes to all the hours, i waited days to get to month, i longed from young to become an adult, so i can leave the past, and work on the future. But, i'll always asked myself, " What if i am good for nothing? "

Well, i dont know what do my friends think of me. I dont think i would wanna know anyway.
No matter if it is good or bad, it cant change the fact that i am me. I dont mind what others says, or think of me. I just know that finding a best friend, is difficult..A best friend, is someone that'll stand by you, giving you support all the way, no matter what happens. Everything seem so different now for me. Maybe i've just lost a best friend. Maybe i'm not good enough then. I've seen through..Human, are not as easy as we think. The thoughts of theirs, is never easy to guess. I think, maybe is our friendship not that close, thats why i've lost a best friend..I've learnt my lesson. I wont wanna get so close to a friend anymore. Cause i know, i'll lose them somehow or another. I dont know. I wanna be myself, i wont get hold of myself infront of my friends anymore. I'd cry if i wanna cry, i'll laugh if i feel happy, i'll do everything that i wanna do whenever i feel like. Every human being doesn't live forever, it's only a matter of time, whether we die early or late. I would cherish everyday of my life, be it sad or misery, happy or lovely.
No matter what, i wanna be friends with everyone, no matter what you think of me or what so ever. Even if you dislike me, i still wanna be your friend. But, if you push me away once, i'm not sure if i would approach you ever again.

Maybe i would stop here then. People, please know how lucky you are, and be contented. Or else, one day you lose something/someone that are dear to you, you'll regret. Lastly, my dear Gaomin, i missed you. Come back safetly.
Goodnight.

Labels: Contented.

2009-12-21T23:28:00.003+08:00

[ 20 Dec ]
Woke up early, wen breakfast with mummy.
Then we prepared and waited for daddy to come fetch us.
Mummy selling clothes today, so went to help her out.

The weather was bad.
At one time sunny, a moment later, the weather changed.
Then we keep moving in and out, to cover the clothes.
Finally, the rain stopped.
But, mummy was sick ]=
Then called dad, and he pick us up, and went to cck to keep the stuff.

After that, fetched sis,and home we go! [=
So tired.
Home-ed, bathed, sleep.

Labels: Wishing everything to be as simple as wind.

2009-12-21T23:23:00.003+08:00

[ 19 Dec ]
Muscle cramp when i woke up.
Quickly change and went to cck to help my grandma prepare the food.
She was alone, and no one went to help out then.
So tired! Keep yawning.

Reach at 12 plus.
Helped, then cousin arrived[=
Celebrated ryan's birthday!
Haha, the cake damm special.
16 years of my life, did i see a birthday cake that way.
Seperated de.

Cute.
Then chatted with joseph, the irritating guy!!!
Disiao me when i on phone with pei qi lo!!!
But damm funny.

Well, then time's up.
It's time for my cousin to go home.
Bid farewell, then bathed and sleep.

Labels: Simple day.

2009-12-21T23:20:00.002+08:00

[ 18 Dec ]
Ice skating today!
Damm interesting.
Love it.
At first it was quite difficult to walk..too slipperly!
At times, almost fall!
Hahaha. Hope can go again!

Lunch- ed at food court.
Dinner at pizza hut at somerset.
Wellwell..dead dead.

Thats all ba.
Enjoyed.
Bye!

Labels: BLANK!

2009-12-17T22:42:00.002+08:00

Hello world!
Well, today, stayed home.
Keep~~ talking to my bro.
haha, a lot topic to talk. Funfun.

Hmm, tomorrow going ice skating!!
So excited!
First timer yeah!
Hehe, hope wont be like my bro, keep falling and get lots of bruise and scars!
Hahaha.
Really hope tomorrow will be fun!

Hmm, actually more people going de.
But they last minute cannot.
Sad, so lesser people le.
But, nevertheless, i hope it would be fun la[=

I really hope school can open soon!
I am bored to death at home!
I like school more more MORE!!!
Haha.

Think i would stop here then.
Gotta pack and sleep.
Bye!
Goodnight!
Labels: Wondering..

2009-12-16T23:55:00.001+08:00

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J0n: oO. Not fated to see you that day ba[=

2009-12-16T23:53:00.000+08:00

Time passes, a day ended.[=

2009-12-15T23:16:00.001+08:00

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Yuting: Haha. Same here[=

2009-12-15T23:10:00.002+08:00

SHOPPING WITH MUMMY TODAY!!!
So happy. Bought stuff and eat and joke all the way.
After that, went home then gotta fetch sis back.

Drizzle, mummy forget tomorrow needa do praying.
Then cycled to KC to do grocery for her, along with sis.
She needa buy titbits for tomorrow outing to sentosa!
I also wanna go!!! ]=

Home home.
Everything change.
Something happen..sad..
Dont talk about it.
At last..everything was fine[=

Go lo!
Bye!
Goodnight!
Labels: Sun shine after a rainstorm![=

2009-12-14T23:52:00.002+08:00

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Peihung!: <3<3>

Yuting: Yupp, contacted her already. So fun ma today?

J0n: Haha, night time lo. 8 plus. You live so far, why go there?

2009-12-14T23:45:00.002+08:00

Hellos!
Stayed home whole day today[=
Morning, brought sis to school to buy books and uniforms.
So many people lo! Queue so long.
The uniform was better.
Haha.

Then brought her to her student care after we finish purchasing the uniform and books.
Then walked to the market to buy bean sprout.[=[=
Cant dont buy le, if not mummy will scold.
Hehe.

Homed, slack.
Then finally, mummy caame home[=
So bored at home luhh..
My disc all watch finish le.
Sadsad.
Tomorrow going causeway with mummy[=

Hope tomorrow is an enjoyable day!
With my mummy=D
Haha.
Goodnight!
Bye!

Labels: It doesn't matter anymore.

2009-12-13T22:34:00.002+08:00

Today! Woke up, grandpa painting the house[=
The smell of the paint woke me up!!!
ARGH!
So smelly..
Slept back until 1.
SHOCKING!!!
First time in my life!

Watched tv until 6.30pm, hehe[=
The housewife's holiday super cute[=
Then bathed, out to celebrate my twins uncle's brthday! YAY!
The food so nice.
Had lots of seafood! Super nice.
Love seafood. Especially crab[=

Then played with cousins[=
Took aunt's car back to grandma house to collect my stuff.
Then dad drove us home[=
HOME SWEET HOME!
On com, blog[=

Nothing much to post.
Gotta find something else to do[=
Bye!
Goodnight!
Labels: Is it lucky or unfortunate?..zz..

2009-12-13T22:19:00.002+08:00

[ 11 Dec ]
SJAB chalet!!!
It was fun fun[=
Bonding with juniors[=

Went for a swim. Hehe.
Gonna swim for the rest of the days, until O's.
Argh! My homework all still not done..
So sian..

Went home at 1 plus midnight, took senior dad's car.
Haha.
Reach home already 2 plus.
Got ready for bed, slept at 3 plus!
I know i will be super tired tomorrow..
Cause got work!

Damm fun.
In the middle of the night, we said "those" stories.
Goosebumps all came out!
ARGH!!!
Say till i dont dare go home lo.

Think thats about it.
Bye!
Labels: The speaker so damm loud!

2009-12-10T22:47:00.001+08:00

Well, stayed home, help out with the house chores.
Then guitar lesson[=[=
Funfun!
Haha.

Then walked around Northpoint, find present fgor tomorrow's chalet thingy.
Finally..
Spinning around the mall, window shopping[=

Well, also boring day la today, except for evening time[=
Stopping here then.
Bye!
Goodnight!

Labels: If i can stop the world.

2009-12-09T23:03:00.003+08:00

Today, worst.
Also stayed home the whole day.
But no show to watch.
Woke at 7 plus, due to gao min's message, she left singapore.
Then slept back.
Woke at 9 plus again.
Know that i got nothing to do, then sleep all the way to 12.

Had lunch at 1, then lie on the sofa.
Slept..[=[=
Woke at 3 plus. Hehe.
Then message people for sjab chalet.
Then too bored, books[=
Hehe.
Not bad la actually.

Then at 6, watch tv.
Till now, blog.
Hahaha.
Interesting day agree?[=

Goodnight!
Bye.
Labels: Dont follow my steps
=P

2009-12-09T23:00:00.002+08:00

[ 8th Dec ]
Stayed home the whole day to watch show.
Hahaha.
Finally finished boys over flowers!
So so niceeee!!![=[=

Damm boring at home..
Wanna go out and play!!![=[=
Watch show until 3 plus then sleep..
Tiredtired.
Bye!

Labels: Wellwell..

2009-12-07T00:22:00.005+08:00

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xSmile: You plan la[= You plan i will go if i free. Haha. No 100% [=

Benjamin: Hahaha, go swim again! Ask mel also! [=

Yuting: Aww..my storybook with her too..]=

2009-12-07T00:08:00.002+08:00

[ 6th Dec ]

Tiring day today!!!
Pack those office stuffs, heavy, and really a lot!
We created so much rubbish!
Boss treated us to bakerzin to have lunch.
Yumyum[=

Then we had meeting on the performance day, the big event.
Then we talked and chatted for hours.
I so ps..I keep yawning, then my eyes shutting down!!!
I tried very hard to keep myself awake!!!
But, cant.
Then finally, going home[=
Then not sleepy already.
Haha.

Went back to grandma house to wait for parents.
Then they came and fetch me.
Cab home with mummy and sis.
Dad and bro took dad's car, cause his car a lot of things, cant all take.
Bought char kuey tiao, so nice!
So long no eat already[=
Haha.

Thats all for today then[=
Gotta sleep..
So tired.
Yawn.
Goodnight!
Labels: SLEEP!~~

2009-12-07T00:00:00.003+08:00

[ 5th Dec ]

No work today, i thought have..
But, it's okay[=
Cause i got to sleep ~~
So tired lo! Haha.

Afternoon, went out with mummy!
To my aunty house.
Then my uncle played movie for me and bro.
Final destination 3.
Wow..nice movie, but the rating..not really suitable for us.
But not R21 la..
Damm lot of blood..eww..

Evening time, went to orchard to meet my pregnant aunt.
Went to see the lighting, took photos, eat and shopped.
FUNFUN!
Joke in the car, which made us all laugh till our stomach hurts.
Hehe.

Then took train to grandma house, wait for mummy to come back from her singing session.
Watch tv until 3.
Went to sleep.
Next day, work!
Needa pack stuffs.

BYE!
Labels: Laughter is something that brightens up your day.

2009-12-06T23:49:00.002+08:00

[ 4th Dec ]

Celebrated eugene birthday.
Well..no comment.
Had great fun with Kairou! Hahaha[=

In the morning, meet kairou, ben and mel ng go swim.
Kairou felt sick, then she wait for us on the bench.
So fun!
Splash water, swim and talked.[=

After that, we went to yishun, 925 to have chicken rice[=[=
Super nice, maybe i was hungry la[=
Homed, with my friends.
Daryl joined us at my house.

At 2.30, we left for eugene house.
Meet mel ng and zhisheng.
Zhisheng wear till very smart, formal[=
Reached, at first happy, until we got chased downstairs.
LOLS....
Then we could talk as loudly as we want[=
Good yea?

Bbq started late, stomach scolding me for torturing!]=
Whose fault!
Finally, they start fire.
Then food came[=[=
After that, at 9, the guys wanna swim, then me and kairou went to change into our wet clothing.
Damm fun!
Played around with the security guards[= Got 3! But, only played two times with them.
Haha.

Getting late, need to go home, cause of work, but end up, no need go..
Super fun day, not the event, but with kairou and pei yu, who came later.
Love ya girls[=
Meet up soon!
Bye!

Labels: Sweethearts!

2009-12-03T22:46:00.002+08:00

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xSmile: LOLS!!! I even more different ar! See, still go escape play. So free your plan la! Your plan i go[= Good idea right?[=

Benjamin: You also never ask me! Dumb. You go swimming is wanna play de ma..

2009-12-03T22:40:00.002+08:00

Going swimming tomorrow[=[=
Love swimming!
Going with ben, daryl, qq, mel ng.
Not really sure if they really going.

I haven order the food.Tomorrow then order after swim.
Hope tomorrow will be fun![=
Hope no one will be angry or what.
All have fun!

Today camp at home, except for guitar lesson.
Watch boys over flowers.
So nice![=[=

Go sleep le!
Goodnight.
Bye!
Labels: Why..

2009-12-02T20:30:00.001+08:00

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Keehong: LOLS! Stupid..! I dont care ar. I also busy!

Edwin: Wa, all sian then come my blog! Good uhh!

Benjamin: Hahaha, haven try yet[=

Yuting: YUPP! Meet out? I still got qing yi homework haven give her..

2009-12-02T20:25:00.003+08:00

Went swimming alone today..
LONELY!
After swimming, went to cousin house.
Hehe. Talked and talked[=
So tired..
Gotta bathe early and sleep early today.

Yawn yawn.
Bye!
Goodnight!
Labels: Sleep.

2009-12-01T21:39:00.001+08:00

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xSmile: LOLS! Why me leh! You even more free than kh ba? You plan la[=

2009-12-01T21:36:00.002+08:00

Stayed home the whole day.
Bored bored.
Went to the supermarket with mummy[=

Homed, watch show, xia yi zhan xing fu.[=
Nice nice!
Hehe.

Bought ice cream from ben!
Haha.
Expensive!
$10.
Hope it's nice!
If not i slaughter you!

Gotta go!
Bye!
Goodnight!
Labels: Complicated.

2009-11-30T23:28:00.000+08:00

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Peiyu: =D

2009-11-30T23:25:00.002+08:00

School, tiring.
Gotta pack all stuffs into cardboard, seal and paste stickers.
So heavy lo the box..

Lunch/dinner with peiyu[=
Nice noodles.
Hahaha.

Tired.
Go sleep le.
Goodnight!
Bye!

Labels: Tired.

2009-11-30T00:49:00.001+08:00

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Keehong: You organise la! You so free.[=

Peiqi: Ai yo yo..shake head..

J0n: I know la[=

2009-11-30T00:36:00.002+08:00

Celebrated Gaomin's birthday at her house today!
Gave her a suprise.
She was totally shocked and did not want to enter her house at first!
I was so relieve she's okay with it![=[=

Went to watch movie.
What pheonix one la.
Nice show[=
But sad that the sanim did not make it.
Ai ya, also the wife to be fault lo, walk away.
If not also wont get caught!
Still dare use the girl, dew, to get back his wife.
What kind of guy is this!!!

Went back to Gaomin's house after that.
Then eat, talked in the kitchen, room, living room, everywhere except toilet.
Blow out the cake, then everyone went home.
Help to pack up with pei yu kai rou and birthday girl.[=
Then went home[=
So tired.

Still need to go back school tomorrow to pack sjab room.
Haha.
Tiredtired.
Go sleep le.
GAOMIN, hope you enjoyed!
Goodnight!
Bye!

Labels: WOOTS! It's a success!

2009-11-28T22:37:00.001+08:00

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J0n: Saw? Hahaha, Super angry today..

Amenda: Hahaha. Okay[=

2009-11-28T22:13:00.002+08:00

Today's work..sigh..cannot make it..
The parents were so unreasonable!!!
They queued outside the auditorium door, which no one asked them to do that.
Then we were packing the goody bags.
They were suppose to take the bags, before they enter..

Then, got one old man, english educated one, come scold me..
Say we no plan properly.
Still questioned me, say, why the parents are queueing up?
I answered, i dont know. No one directed them to queue.
Then he say, if they are suppose to collect the goody bags then queue, then why are they not queueing for the bags, but the door..
Very cute lo..Like i know..
No one asked them to queue at all..
Well, singaporeans...

Needa shout to the parents at the back..
My cough is getting worst..
Then they ask a lot of questions that really irritates me a lot..
Then keep complain me, say what, so long..Why dont open the door, if i were them, how i feel..
HELLO! No one ask you queue right?
Who ask you monkey see monkey do?

Cause is free sitting, then all wanna get good place..
Really dont understand why..
Afterall still got seat right?
Zzz..
In the audtorium, got one stupid parent..
He go sit at the performers sit, which he is not suppose to..
Then my boss go ask him sit other place, he wont move. He say, who ask you let me wait so long outside?
STUPID!
Then i go in, i called him, excuse me sir.
For 3 times, he didnt reply me.
I thought he was engross in his video.
But i was wrong.
I was invisible.

I buey ta han, Tapped him on his shoulder, he turn around.
Then i say, sir, you're not suppose to sit here, can you kindly move?
Then he raise his voice.
Say what, I know, when they come back i will move, happy?!
FEEL LIKE TEARING HIM OFF!!!
If i president, i would smash his camera on the floor, sure it's crashed!!!

ARGH!!!!!
Then went to school, just to take st.john stuffs back to st.john room..
VERY FUN RIGHT?
I also think so actually[=

Stopping here..
Goodnight!
Bye!
Labels: Cant blame suckers..They are meant to be like that..

2009-11-27T23:21:00.001+08:00

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Amenda: Crazy..you finish my comics?

2009-11-27T23:18:00.002+08:00

Tiring day..
Boring day..
Tomorrow gonna work..
Long hours..
I know it would be boring..tired..shouting and screamings.

Whatever.
Just hope it'll be fun.
Goodnight!
Bye!

Labels: Dont know since when, i start to dont know who you are..

2009-11-26T20:32:00.002+08:00

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Peiyu: LOLS!!! So disgusting lo my voice!

Amenda: STUPID! Sacastic uhh!

Peiqi: I know you will[=[= HEHEHE.

2009-11-26T20:24:00.003+08:00

SO TIRED TODAY!!!
My god.
Me and my cousin, didnt even sit down!
Stand for the whole day man!
Super tiring!!!

Tomorrow no work.
Can sleep late late.
Hehe.
Night time need go back school to help move st.john stuffs?
Think so.

Wow..the kiddos today are so cute!!!
They got full dress rehersal.
Wear till so gliterly.
Got one damm cute boy, arthor, dont know how spell, keep scratch me! Then wanna hit my butt!
So naughty!
Haha. They super super cute!

But, they made my throat worst!
I already sore throat, still need to scream at them to sit down!
My voice is like so damm soft, even when i shout!
So painful!!!
Aww~~

28, the final day! Hope no need shout again.
Or i think i really no need to speak le!
1, 2, 3 also need work lo..
Holiday programme again i think.
FUNFUN!

Stopping here!
Goodnight!
BYE!
Labels: Kill the worms!!!

2009-11-25T23:14:00.000+08:00

TAGS REPLIES!!!

Amenda: Haha, jk la, you more cute.

LeoJ: =D

2009-11-25T23:09:00.002+08:00

So tired!
Today, the last day of the holiday programme. Hehe.
Dont know if they will join us for next year a not.

Wellwell, i sounded super funny now.
Hahaha. Peiyu say it's funny. Naughty.
Well, today flag day didnt get to go.
Sad.
Hope your do had fun there!
MUST get silver this time round! ( for our school ).

I go sleep le..
Tomorrow workiing at suntec, rock auditorium[=
BYE!
Goodnight!

Labels: A bird nesting in it's nest, with a gold in his mouth.

2009-11-24T23:18:00.003+08:00

TAGS REPLIES!!!

Felicia: STAY PRETTY! <3

Peiqi: No nan yan okay! You no go play with me! Show you photo let you jealous!!! Hahaha!

Amenda: Hehe. Cause got cute owner ma. HAHAHA!!! JKJK. Yupp, super sweet! I thought the ending they wont be together leh! I thought the girl with zhun ren. Hahaha. Zhenzhen so damm bad..

2009-11-24T23:09:00.002+08:00

LALALA!
So so tired!!!
Tomorrow got work. No need wake up so early le, cause i already know how to go[= YEAH!
Siansian, cant accompany peiyu! Cause tomorrow got st.john, flag day.
I got work, so cant attend.
PEIYU JIAYOU!
[=[=
<3

Tomorrow is the last day, or last lesson for the holiday program. 3 days just gone like that. The kids are super cute and active! Love them loads!
My cough is getting worst..
Aww..my throat is burning like crazy!
Shake head shake head.
Must take care.

So excited for sat!
Cause the kids hard work, would be paid off!
Their performance at suntec[=
I giving out goody bags, dont know if able to watch them.
Hehe.
I know it would be tired, but also fun![=

ARGH!
So tired..
Got to rest early..
Doze off in train..Hehehe.
Goodnight!
Bye!

Labels: Gonna take gOOd care of meeeeee!

2009-11-23T21:56:00.001+08:00

TAGS REPLIES!!!

Peiqi: YUPPS! Hope to upload those photos soon too! WHY YOU DIDN'T COME!!!

Felicia: LINKKKEDDD! [=[=

2009-11-23T21:40:00.002+08:00

HIIEEEE!!!
Long time no post le!
Haha. Cause real busy these days.
Weekdays also working, cause got holiday program[=
The kiddo so cute! Hehe.

Wellwell, genting was super great! Haha.
Had lots of fun there!
Went to theme park to play whole day.
So worried that we cant get to play due to the heavy mist.

SHOPPING! Bought stuffs for my family members. Each with a little present[=
Bro spend the most! Buy little stuff, buy exp!
Never mind la. Go out play[=[=
Love my cousin a lot!
Next year might be going overseas with them again!
I wanna go Thailand[=
HEHE.

Wellwell..today, my work place move to a new place.
Then i woke up real early, cause i know i need time to find the place.
Woke up at 5.30.
Get myself ready, then still left half an hour!!!
So i lie myself on the sofa.
Almost slept tll morning.
Grandpa woke me up, told me it was time to leave for work.

Walked to MRT station.
Took train, stand all the way!
Tired..
Finally, reached..
BUT! Dont know how to go!
Ask many people, all give me different direction.
I followed like an idiot.

END UP!!!
Actually the plaace is just 5 mins for the station.
YET! I find it for 30-40 mins!!!
Somemore it's raining! Gosh!
Stupidstupid me!!!
Ai yo yo. *shake head*

So tired today!
Really gotta rest early.
Hope dec will have some outing.
Cause i need to relax.
Dec i am gonna be free! ( I hope so) Hee.

Amenda! Your book nice[[= The snow romance.
Nice book. Hahaha.
How's my LA BI XIAO XIN? Cute ma?
Hehe.

Stop here le.
Hope my photos in genting would be up real soon.
Hopefully by this week[=
Need get the cable.
Tee hee hee. :P
BYE!
Goodnight!

Labels: Long winded! [=[=

2009-11-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

TAGS~ Will be late replied.

Daryl: Haha, cancan.

2009-11-15T21:50:00.002+08:00

Hellos, my last post before my holiday!
Had dinner with my precious family members just now.
So full! Haha.

Walked bro to aunt house, gotta bring everything to aunt house tomorrow.
Haha. So excited!
Do miss me yea!
Will post after i come back.
Hopefully with some photos tagging along![=[=

Got a gift!
Is a farewell gift!
So cute leh!
Hehe, thank you bro![=

Hope to have fun tomorrow!
Haha, think wont be sleeping, cause will be contacting cousin all night!
Hahaha.

Stopping here!
Goodnight!!!
Bye!~

Labels: Miss me!

2009-11-13T22:58:00.001+08:00

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Peiqi: Hahaha[=[=

2009-11-13T22:54:00.002+08:00

A total silence.
You were harsh,
everything was different.
If everything can change,
I promise i wont let you go again.

2009-11-12T23:18:00.001+08:00

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Daryl: Wa, you also will tag de ar? Welcome, smiles [=

Peiqi: HEHE! I will[= After friday you're free right?

2009-11-12T23:13:00.004+08:00

Guitar![=
Haha. Funfun!
Today, pack and pack.
So excited! Just 4 more days!

I dont think i can post from 16-19. No, maybe 19 i can.
But dont know what time reach singapore.
Dear friends, do not message or call me during that period of time.
It might be expensive.

I'm so gonna miss you guys!
Miss me too[=
Haha.
Besties, outing soon, real soon.

Goodnight.
Bye.
Labels: One, two, three, four, HI5! [=

2009-11-10T22:13:00.001+08:00

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Peihung: LINKED![=

Peiqi: Ya lo! Dec we go out!![=[=

2009-11-10T22:07:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday daryl.[=
Best wishes to you![=

Aww..tomorrow gotta go to the doctor..haiz. A bit not feeling well eh..
Scared maybe got some problems, and maybe will die?
Need to wake up early tomorrow..To go to the polyclinic with mummy..

Hope really nothing will happen.
Gotta go[=
Goodnight!
Bye!

Labels: What if i am gone in a second?

2009-11-09T00:44:00.001+08:00

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Gaomin: Yupp! Outing soon, but not too many.[=

2009-11-09T00:36:00.003+08:00

Went to daryl house to celebrate his birthday.
Today, so unlucky.
Went to the work place, trapped in between door.
We could not open it.

Then went into a dark room, scary.
Found the exit, but if we go out, the door is left unlocked.
Worst, my shoe broken!
Ai yoyo. Then no choice, will be late for the party.
Bought shoe at causeway, heartpain...

Well, reach his house, they were talking, playing.
Then some helping out in the kitchen.
Me, waiting to eat[=[=
Hahaha!
Belle had to go at 7 plus, so sad!

Got the soccer cake gulp down into my stomach, went home in amenda's family car, to sembawang station.
Reach home nearly 11.
Bathed and everything, prepare to sleep.

Goodnight!
Labels: One year older!

2009-11-09T00:32:00.002+08:00

[ 7 Nov]
Work work work.
Lucky no late today. I so scared i will be late lo..
Tired day.

Got the spelling class for channel 5.
Alot people ask the same question over and over again.
*Shake head*
BTH!

Went to grandma house then.
Eat and watch tv.
My day ended.

Labels: Time goes slow when your bored.

2009-11-06T22:12:00.000+08:00

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Peiyu: Of course you have to!

2009-11-06T22:05:00.002+08:00

Went to school for SRA today. Quite boring actually.
Then lunch with friends, talked, then went home.

Went out to find mummy with bro, then they eat laksa. Cool right! I so full, so cant eat lo..
Sadsad. Went home, watch my show[= Haha, so nice and sweet![=[=

Tomorrow got work, so stopping here, gotta sleep early.
Goodnight!
Bye!

Labels: Just wish everywhere is my bed.

2009-11-05T22:41:00.000+08:00

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Gaomin: Haha, jacket[= Cause i got one.